I asked to drive, and my dad laughed.

I have nothing to say today, but I wanted to say that I have nothing to say today. It feels weird if I don’t write here.

There are 12 more days of school left apparently and I still need to pass math. I just don't see this happening. I'm trying so hard and I'm just not picking up as quickly as the other kids. I really don't want to go back to summer school. I'll be alone. I'll have to wake up early to go to school, only to find myself working a closing shift every night, then going to bed. Some summer break.

I don't want to go back to South with the feelings I have. I won’t be able to concentrate or focus one bit. I drove past South today and I felt this choking feeling and my heart got tight. I can’t be in that area, it just too much and I can’t handle the rush of memories that flow through my mind. It’s the same feeling I get when I have my IPod on shuffle and one of our summer songs come on. IPod touch notes still make me smile when I’m making one.

ENOUGHENOUGH, I must read socials and start studying for my exam! Hey you! Please distract me. (L)